Ammy was the best pupper my wife and I could have asked for. Smart. So smart. She learned the word ‘squirrel’ so we had to change it to ‘tree rat’. Then she learned ‘tree rat’ and would go bonkers when she heard us say it. So we had to change that to ‘secret agents’. She was so full of love and energy. Ammy was a big ball of care and playfulness and absolute sheer joy. She got lymphosarcoma. She tried so hard to stay the same but was hurting so badly. We put her to sleep today (Friday). And my heart is being torn from my body. I miss her so much already. Ammy was so good with the kids and so loving and so kind…I’m going to miss you Amaterasu. Have fun in the stars, puppy. You deserve it so much.
I’m so sorry for your loss </3 at least she isn’t in pain anymore, and can continue to be the happy, fluffy little goddess her namesake represents. I think I stated this not too long ago, but please make sure to take time to take care of yourself, okay? It can be easy to fret about all the other things, and the other people, and avoid addressing your broken heart in all this, so make sure you do take that moment, and take a deep breath whenever you need it.